Still breath
— another.

Watermelon seeds
and sea breeze 

swallow and grow
heavy as a tree
house to many

lover to none.


The machines yawn
Sigh into abyss— waking
Up to vultures singing
In rainy mists

Enter space
And free Saturn 
From the pull

Grind and
Shine until
June is floundering
Up the stream

A fish without
A hook— a purpose
Drawn out
By a cabin
In the woods.


If you catch me smiling, i’m definitely lying. I got nothing to smile about— I’ve been dreaming of my teeth falling and the sky turning dark. No one has patience for me or the world turning round. I touch an instrument, it speaks to me, but I don’t speak back. 

Growth is the
Only ticket for
New sights.


"Are you for killing us, or are you against it?"

The woman looked me dead in the eyes and said,

"If I could, I would chase all of you into the sea
and bathe in your blood.”

I nodded. Turning to walk away I said,
"You’re willing to bathe in our blood
your pores taking us all in
becoming your nutrients
becoming you?”

She blinked.

"Our blood will mix," I said,
"And you will become one
with us.

You just killed your own


How long do I
have to look into
an abyss

till I become


Scrubbing in on a c-section next Monday :)

Sing me a song
and the windows will swim
back into my heart
where you slept and woke
up the only drum.


Let my cry carry all the
dawns we saw together
sweet lover soldiering on.

Title: Take Me To Church (Cover) Artist: Hozier 144 plays

Take Me To Church (Cover) - Hozier

She tells me, ‘Worship in the bedroom’
The only heaven I’ll be sent to
Is when I’m alone with you

I was born sick,
But I love it
Command me to be well
Amen. Amen. Amen

Take me to church
I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life

Take me to church.